Guess what guys, I'm not dead. Whoo? Yeah... sorry for not being on in almost a year. Things have been kinda crazy... I lost people who I cared about and college is really getting to me. I just never found the time or need to get on DA. Especially after getting a broken heart and having a empty pain never leave you. I just sorta lost myself in a way. I didn't feel like myself for a very long time. I kinda cut people off because of all this crap that's going on in my life right now. At one point I was about to say fuck it and just stop talking to everyone and get off of all social media but there was a small moment where I was happy and I felt like talking again but sadly that moment has passed. I still haven't recovered from all of it, I tend to hold onto memories and guilt. Some have noticed that I randomly check my account and not respond to anything. I'm sorry for not responding but to be honest, I was only on to see if a special someone was on but they weren't. I think that person is officially gone and it kills me. But shit happens I guess... I'd like to thank everyone for saying happy birthday to me, I recently turned 18, it was very sweet of you guys to still keep me in mind even though I kinda poofed. And I'd like to thank the new watchers I somehow gained over the time I was offline. I didn't know people would find me somehow. I'm sorry the first new post you guys see from me is kinda depressing and weird? I guess? I might try to post more. Its kinda difficult too. On a happier note, my art has improved by a lot. I can draw any animal you throw at me. And I'm getting better at people. I haven't drawn anime in a very long time because my school doesn't allow anime style work to be turned in as homework so I have been trying to do my own style. I also recently got a tattoo on my shoulder. I told you a lot has happened. I hope life becomes easier for me and if any of you are going through a rough patch I send hope towards you, no one likes difficult things.